so i went to the mall today to get my phone fixed & i saw a 5 year old sitting there playing with his baby sister and it made me sad…
then no one cared about their homies ignoring you or your girl being happy with who you are. you just wanted your dessert before your dinner even if your dinner was pizza! you wanted to wear to the stupidest clothing arrangements you could find so you could be whatever imaginary persona suited you for that day & time.
i beg to my higher power the ability to act like a 5 year old again but he answered me by giving me an answer through my own words & this is how i understood the answer:
the past has gone & never to return
but the want to take a leap back is so strong
if we take the leap we crash & burn
because it is our duty to grow all along
but to wake up & shed the concern
with no one would i belong
i would be free of any apprehension
& my life would be a bitter sweet song
to which is our own will might done
you realize you can be a 5 year old with rich life to prolong.